A disruptive force,
stalking hidden ends.
Slowly warping it bends
Until breaking, no remorse.
Relentless, continuous pain.
No slowing sedatives
Nor chemical additives
Could ever contain.
Often worsened by others,
Compounding and expanding,
Persevering and demanding,
Constricting until it smothers.
Cleverly elusive, without caring.
The source in disguise:
Passion, hope, and trust belie
The true nature of this snaring.
The hunter is innocent
Not knowing their own role.
Digging themselves a deeper hole,
Something they can't prevent.
Only remaining: a conjecture.
The source must dissipate
Otherwise it may perpetrate
More un
Raindrops rolling steadily down my window,
Reflecting the tears of our last talk.
Placing blame, taking blame, longing for shadows,
Fighting for the wrong side of the shock.
Victims, martyrs,
Liars, hypocrites,
And thats just for starters:
Two complete opposites.
You think I don't know you,
I think you don't know me.
While this may be true,
We're still trying to see.
The lives we lead aren't so opposing,
As long as I have you with me.
All I'm proposing,
Is you believe.
Two paths,
Two choices.
With pleasure, with pain:
Fickle dreams discarded,
Forever, forgotten.
One life, one dream:
Security, family, happiness.
The life of choice forever chosen.
No regrets, no remorse
For ties thrashed and torn.
Love, once sought and now,
Grasped, forever embracing.
Love Rollercoaster
Love is a rollercoaster
with its various
moments of
happiness
and times
of unbearable sorrow
completing the endless cycle
For whom doth my love lie?
Where is my love to go?
Or will it just
wither and
die
Take note of the good and
the bad
Be mindful of all that
you've had
Into unknown perils thou shalt go
indulging in things no one knows.
Henceforth your troubles surmount
none of which you can denounce.
Of all that this life may offer
I've been left with an empty coffer
What has happened?
My world suddenly flattened?
Friends against friends,
Ends dont meet ends...
"A true friend until the end"
some seem to break more than mend
What gave them the real insight
To decide my wrong or right?
Thanks for the advice
some was not so nice
Until the end
always my friend
Where to begin?
Thank you again...
Kaliedascopic images long rotating
Arrangements slowly, eerily radiating
Tremendous tantalizing lights await
Hasty decisions contemplating fate
Yonder grows the love once sought
More so now than could be thought
Yet as unreachable heights
Onward through the lonely nights
Nearer now than your own skin
Endlessly gone once again
Like a lonely Aesop's fable
Only ever slightly stable
Vivacious dreams permeating, penetrating
Effortless as a breeze, not regenerating
Of all the things to go right in my life, of which there are many, the least likely to appear on that list is a relationship. As if the forces were playing against me at every turn of my social life, I have yet stumbled upon a stable relationship. Sure my flings last a while, the longest being a year, but they hold no sentimental value in the long run. I don't know what is going against me, because just as I feel like I've found the right one, its ripped right away from me. Now I don't have much going for me, just the fact that I am a kind hearted young man that likes to comfort people, but even that has not helped me in this world. Beca
Of all the things to go right in my life, of which there are many, the least likely to appear on that list is a relationship. As if the forces were playing against me at every turn of my social life, I have yet stumbled upon a stable relationship. Sure my flings last a while, the longest being a year, but they hold no sentimental value in the long run. I don't know what is going against me, because just as I feel like I've found the right one, its ripped right away from me. Now I don't have much going for me, just the fact that I am a kind hearted young man that likes to comfort people, but even that has not helped me in this world. Beca
Kaliedascopic images long rotating
Arrangements slowly, eerily radiating
Tremendous tantalizing lights await
Hasty decisions contemplating fate
Yonder grows the love once sought
More so now than could be thought
Yet as unreachable heights
Onward through the lonely nights
Nearer now than your own skin
Endlessly gone once again
Like a lonely Aesop's fable
Only ever slightly stable
Vivacious dreams permeating, penetrating
Effortless as a breeze, not regenerating
What has happened?
My world suddenly flattened?
Friends against friends,
Ends dont meet ends...
"A true friend until the end"
some seem to break more than mend
What gave them the real insight
To decide my wrong or right?
Thanks for the advice
some was not so nice
Until the end
always my friend
Where to begin?
Thank you again...
Love Rollercoaster
Love is a rollercoaster
with its various
moments of
happiness
and times
of unbearable sorrow
completing the endless cycle
For whom doth my love lie?
Where is my love to go?
Or will it just
wither and
die
Take note of the good and
the bad
Be mindful of all that
you've had
Into unknown perils thou shalt go
indulging in things no one knows.
Henceforth your troubles surmount
none of which you can denounce.
Of all that this life may offer
I've been left with an empty coffer
Two paths,
Two choices.
With pleasure, with pain:
Fickle dreams discarded,
Forever, forgotten.
One life, one dream:
Security, family, happiness.
The life of choice forever chosen.
No regrets, no remorse
For ties thrashed and torn.
Love, once sought and now,
Grasped, forever embracing.
Raindrops rolling steadily down my window,
Reflecting the tears of our last talk.
Placing blame, taking blame, longing for shadows,
Fighting for the wrong side of the shock.
Victims, martyrs,
Liars, hypocrites,
And thats just for starters:
Two complete opposites.
You think I don't know you,
I think you don't know me.
While this may be true,
We're still trying to see.
The lives we lead aren't so opposing,
As long as I have you with me.
All I'm proposing,
Is you believe.
A disruptive force,
stalking hidden ends.
Slowly warping it bends
Until breaking, no remorse.
Relentless, continuous pain.
No slowing sedatives
Nor chemical additives
Could ever contain.
Often worsened by others,
Compounding and expanding,
Persevering and demanding,
Constricting until it smothers.
Cleverly elusive, without caring.
The source in disguise:
Passion, hope, and trust belie
The true nature of this snaring.
The hunter is innocent
Not knowing their own role.
Digging themselves a deeper hole,
Something they can't prevent.
Only remaining: a conjecture.
The source must dissipate
Otherwise it may perpetrate
More un
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